March 22, 2019

Spacestarship

I can see the darkness inside of you
no one else can see it but me

It's like
you will burst out
flaming with tears
if I touch that side of yours

So
I will sit here quietly
waiting for you
to finally call me
and invite me into the darkness
and then in the pitch black space
we might see some stars
dancing to our lonely cries

who knows

March 21, 2019

Hey, wire

Angin sejuk merempuh setiap lapisan kulit Raily. Dia berharap yang dia terus jadi beku dan menjadi arca ais tapi dia tak mampu. Sebabnya, hati yang dia sangkakan sudah beku selama ini kembali bernyawa dan sedang mencairkan seluruh tubuh badannya. Tak lama lagi dia akan menjadi lopak air yang dipijak-pijak dan tak dipandang orang.

March 20, 2019

Needle

Every time I think of you
there's this stabbing pain inside my heart
that feels like a butterfly
trapped inside a cage
waiting to be freed

because in there
there's no light
and the wings flicker no more
and this shouldn't be the case
because butterflies
are flying goddess

they should be dancing freely
and fly gracefully
under the mild sun
surrounded by fields of rainbows
and marshmallow clouds

because all I feel now is
the lovely butterfly
not putting up any fight
because there's nothing
to hold onto
anymore

March 18, 2019

Marchmellow

Is it possible
to drown in your own darkness

the darkness created by you

and dying by it too
without no one ever noticing

is it possible?